so i broke my wrist and the best way to heal me up was to 'install' an external fixator on my left wrist. 2 pins are screwed into my hand and my arm, with a metal brace in between them. it will stay there for 8 weeks. during this time i have to take care of my parasite as it takes care of me. cleaning the pin sites, washing away the surgical dye etc..
it is an inconvenience, and thank god for me that i did not do so much damage to both wrists, for i would not be able to type at all. as it is my right wrist is in constant pain as i drag it across the keyboard, SHIFT is almost impossible, but it is nothing compared to the throb of the parasite on my left. I have pins drilled into the bones which i have spent my entire life protecting from injury, now i have willingly allowed them to certainly be weakened for the idea that i will be benefited in the long run.
this seems to be a classic host parasite relationship as i have spoken of in my previous posts. but instead of there being a drug involvement it is more of a health relationship, or fundamental relationship. Stepping back from the idea of sex as a drug in shivers and the actual nature if the parasite my own parasite is much like what was originally intended in the research. This metal bracket instead of replacing an organ has replaced a joint or in a sense what holds my wrist in place until it is strong enough to do so itself.
i essentially have a less sophisticated version of that scientists invention of a parasite... mine is inanimate, thank goodness.
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